Halloween , we were at the Bloodlust ball in Hampton Court, vampires and vixens danced around us, he took my face in his hands and kissed me, a long sexy kiss, hard but gentle, my knees literally went weak and for a few moments it was just him and me, a kiss that will linger in my mind.
He's a player, promiscuity is his middle name, so why does it feel like it meant more, did I feel something he didn't? Instincts tell me it meant something but he hasn't called and it's over a week so he clearly isn't going to.
He wouldn't be good for me, my best friend Farrah loathes him and Al has firmly put his foot down (even though they grew up together) "Tal I want you to be with someone lovely who will look after you and give you lots of babies - not him he's rude, promiscuous, aggressive, untrustworthy"
So maybe he's been warned off or maybe he is'nt interested but that doesnt explain why the kiss felt like it felt..
Just a good kisser - can you really kiss someone so they feel like it meant something when it doesn't? Can a kiss be a lie - am I just an old fashioned romantic?
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